Today will be different . It has to be . I will smile and it will be believable . My smile will say, "I'm fine . Thank you . Yes . Much better ." I will start fresh . Be someone new . It's the only way I'll make it through .
Yes, I did made it through . It has been a week already . So many adjustments were made, or would it be more preferable to say, so many adjustments are to be made . I really appreciate my new classmates' way of making me feel that I belong, I really do . It's just that I would be missing the ones I had before . I may sound bitter right now, I'm sorry . It's just that this first week of classes came with a sudden blow of memories of my freshman and sophomore years .
Monday . Not much of a surprise that I would be coming to school a bit late . I mean, imagine how far I live from where my school is . It's just a part of the sacrifice I have to make so that I could finish my studies .
Anyway, going back to the Monday thing, it wasn't as lonely as I thought it would be . My classmates and I have already started to develop this companionship thing . I guess that was a pretty good start .
As much as I wanted to hang out more with my classmates during break times and lunch, I just couldn't resist going with my best friends . It was hard for us to hang out now, because us three came from three different sections, such a hassle . But despite that thought, we still managed to get together during recess and lunch time . It felt good being with them once again .
Tuesday . First day of our diagnostic exams . I didn't answered them seriously, since most of the items were still unknown to my knowledge . Well maybe I knew some, only a few .
The second half of the day was allotted for the school clubs and organizations . I joined YSC, or our school's sports club . I've been in that club since first year . And up until now, I remained loyal . Good news is that I got elected as an escort, not-so-good news is that being the club's escort was already my position last year . I wonder when will I have a higher position . Ha ha ha .
The fun part of this year's YSC is that my best friends are now with me in the club . We would be having another period to be together .
Wednesday . It has been a very wet day . Rain caught me right before class . It sucks not having an umbrella . I ran from the school gate up to our room, and I ended up soaked .
The first half of the day was scheduled again for us to take the remaining exams . And not much of a surprise, I did not take them seriously . The afternoon was intended for regular classes, but the teachers had their meeting, so we did nothing productive . Okay maybe that was only me, since I managed to seat on my chair for the rest of the afternoon . I was daydreaming, thinking about the memories of the previous school year . It felt sad though .
Thursday . The rain just got harder, and I had fever . Maybe because of me being soaking wet the day before . I hate being sick . I could not get up to my feet that whole day, so what I did is that I just stayed inside my room, watching the rain as it gently washes away the happiness around . It was quiet, the type of environment that I would prefer to live in forever . I cried then, I do not know why .
Friday . It was fun . Yeah, just fun . The new scouting uniform was so cool . I'm not being narcissistic or anything, but I really think that the outfit looks good on me . Ha ha ha .
To sum up, I could only say two things; the first week turned out very well, might as well say that the week was brilliant, and secondly, I need to get more sleep . Yes, I'm tired . Looking forward for an awesome weekend . Bye .
