Troubled thoughts . It would be difficult for someone like me to recover from such a tragedy . At a young age, I never expected this to happen . No one would ever expect this to happen .
Life just cannot avoid the tricks of death . Playful and mischievous, death would strike at no certain time . I guess I just have to accept the fact that death is really inevitable . Death is always around the corner, ready to take on someone and only pays back broken hearts .
Death, as said by other people, is easy . They consider it as a relief from life's problems, which I whole-heartedly agree . But what they do not consider is that death only gives pain to the love ones of the person who has passed . That pain is excruciating, a pain like no other . A pain that sucks out all the happiness inside of you .
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Thursday, almost two weeks ago, a friend of mine has passed away . Paula Ceriz P. Rey, the person whom I considered as a loved one of mine . She was so young then . She only enjoyed life for fifteen years, a fact that I truly despise . She deserved more than what she ever had in her whole life, but there was nothing that I could do about it .
Her death wasn't easy for me, knowing that there are still a lot of things that I should ask apologies for . It hurts to believe that it was too late for me to ask for apologies . I feel so bad about it .
Her death wasn't easy for me, knowing that there are still a lot of things that I should ask apologies for . It hurts to believe that it was too late for me to ask for apologies . I feel so bad about it .
I know that she is happy right now, because I believe that she is now with our Father . And wherever she may be, there will always be a memory of her, or maybe even a memory of what we used to be, that will stay inside my heart, and it will stay here forever . ∞
You know I can't cry hard enough, for you to hear me now.
